Wow, some people still care, I feel slightly better, but I'm sure your all wondering where the illusive Dylan is, I'm still here, still in school, working my balls off and lonely.

My eldest sister who was the main reason for moving to this hell hole was recently diagnosed with breast cancer, and has been under going that radiation garbage which has brought on hair loss and sickness in itself. Her husband is losing his mind and turned to drinking to drown his pain rather than being home when not working to reassure the kids Mommy with be okay. So guess who has taken yet another stressed filled responsiblity in his life. Moi. My sister is pretty much bed ridden at this point, only having had surgery a week ago shes in a shitty state so I'm caring for her.

I wish i could say I had time for Furc but I don't and it sucks because as sad as it may sound when on Furc I never felt lonely.

Also I don't know when my next journal will be, if I can at least communicate via DA that void may be some what filled.

I do have a few things to say to a few people, so you don't need to keep readin at this point unless you see your name or your completely and utterly bored. Then go for it.

Qix- I'm an asshole, my total disregard for you feelings was unneccessary and just outright rude. I care for you alot and no matter how much time passes don't ever think your not on my mind because you are, more than you could know. I know this apology may come to little to late but I always thought things could always be mended and started over. Its going on what? 3 years I've known you and I'm a fucking asshole for pulling or saying stupid shit I've done. You were always there for me but I was too busy trying to be a tomcat to realize what I had was good enough. I give you a coupon to bunch me in the nads if we ever meet.

Ren-I hope your boyfriend treats you right, If not I'll have to hunt him down and tie to a ceiling fan from his balls. Hope life is going good for you. Sorry shit between us didn't work out but hey your better off anyways.

If I think of anybody I need to give a message too, I'll add more or just post a new journal so for now, Dylan over and out.